My life has capsized. I’m holding on for dear life, but the waves keep crashing over me. I can’t breathe. I’m paralyzed with the enormity of the truth. I’m going under. I try to hold on tighter, but the waves are crashing harder and stronger, weakening my grasp. I know if I let go, the current will suck me down. I can’t catch my breath. I’m going under. I’m drowning.